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Saturday, February 2, 2008, 12:28 AM
i cant possibly type out the reason to my tears. but i really cant help it. its hard for me to tell the sad truth here. and even sadly, i got no one to fucking shout my problems to. i maybe a joyful person outside. a happy and i really mean happy-go-lucky guy i may seem to be. but recently, no one noes of the sorrow inside. i blog about this just to let my emotions out. i have these fucking shits occuring to me. and no one is dere. no one. no one i can share with. not even, sadly, my close ones. the one i always share with has gone to serve the country. and the rest. well. they got their current personal life. studies, gerls, werk. sometimes i feel im just somebody who just bond everyine together. and if i dont look for them, then they wont even beep my phone. where are the frens; heck, the brothers i had when i was in secondary school? u guys were always there then. y cant u be here now. now u guys noe im not this emotional type. im only like this once in front of u guys. so u noe when im like this, something is really wrong. haiz. i donno. its just hard to meet nowadays. sadly. those problems. my shits, her shits, their shits. they're all killing me. im like a quiet earthworm keeping its lion roar in itself, wanting to shout out loud. i hate the werld now. i want to get rid of the sources of my problems. but i really really cant. how would u feel. if the only way to rid of the things or situations that u really hate in your life, is to first rid of the thing u really love and adore most in ur life? if only u knew.. thanks hidayah. at least u are there. |
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