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Tuesday, April 29, 2008, 10:17 PM

i was suppose to be in school at 9am at the darn boring lecture. but instead im at home smiling in my dream. hee. i was god darn tired. cos i played soccer yesterday. with yatPelik, azmel and erwiNato. we didnt lose sey. walaupon da berzaman tak maen bola. haha. but anyway. i went for tutorial just now. at 2pm till 4pm. den i went to the library and watched there's something about mary alone. and i laughed. alone. hahaha. cant believe i didnt watch this old show last time. but the movie makes me realise. maybe there is also something about her. that makes it hard for me to not think of her everytime. aiyo. aper bomoh aku da kena nie.
i went silat after that. it was a slack training. just some kicking about. and then all of us like went lepak-ing at cheers. and we joked around and even sang a birthday song for nabilah. cos it was her bdae tmr. then all of us headed home.

you got my eyes on eu. maybe even my heart with eu.

Sunday, April 27, 2008, 9:23 PM

i been wondering these few days. and i reallie mean wondering. all sorts of questions run in my mind. is my heart just playing around? or has my heart really fall? i cant seem to make out her actions. maybe its because i didnt tell her. but then again. should i tell her, when she shows no sign at all? hurts? of cos it hurts. but maybe she didnt know. and the biggest question to me. why am i like this? im never this towards girls. it has always been like gi mampos lah. ape aku kesah. but towards her, i just do not seem to be myself. i had sleepless nights thinking of all these questions. and when i see her, i'll be like looking at her and wondering away. i can stare at her and bedazzled. but i cant stare at her at the same time cos it kinda struck me inside. well, only time can tell.

Thursday, April 24, 2008, 10:53 PM

it was a dull thursday. first, there's IS classes. which i find sooo F-ing boring. from 1pm to 5pm some more. hah, amek kau. so im like dozzing off almost half the time. either that or im drawing nonsense on my papers.
we're suppose to meet today after class. but she had project to do, so we cancelled the meeting but arrange fer a 'make up' tomorrow. so, im eagerly waiting for tmr 5pm to come. hee. but the thing hit me. the one that makes myself say to myself, "tu lah kau, siang2 dah jatuh hati. amek kau." her pm was about somebody she has been loving. for like years. and she misses that someone. and she wanna meet that someone. and im like over here mcm stunt tgk pm tu. oh well, u cannot get everything u want in ur life.

and i spend the whole time, waiting fer ur sms. or call. cos i guess my hearts' fixed on eu.

Wednesday, April 23, 2008, 1:15 AM

school was fun today. i didnt do any tutorial. but got off. so ape lagi. participate in class! im like answering questions here and there. and the teacher is like. wow, mizie not bad huh. haha. padahal padahal. participation 10% siaaa. wahaha.
i failed my basic theory evaluation yet again. aduhaaai. passing mark 90%. and guess wad. 89% sioool! i got like 62/70 questions ryte. fuckkk. waste my money.
before that i got silat. and im like whoaaa. so many new freshies. about 20 sia. and there are a few good ones. i sooo want my leg to cure badly. REALLY BADLY. i wanna spaar. i want to!

yesss. tk sia2 pi silat. dpt number dier! woohooo!

Sunday, April 20, 2008, 10:08 PM

forbidden kingdom. wahaha. wad a movie. sampai sun sukong sumer ader. wahaaa. watched the 445pm show at yishun GV with yatPelik, haikalBison, alawiyah, erwiNato and masturaaaa. kwn baru erwin. hehe. KAWAN kaper. but we had fun. lepas tu just lepaking and stuffs.
im still shagged siaaa. cos i woke up at 9am. and went ot the gym. fuuuh. sorry for the short post. head not thinking straight and i soo need a massage. wahaaa.

that new gerl in silat just melts me. =)

Saturday, April 19, 2008, 9:17 PM

tadi was sooo fun! got silat orientation activity day. so there are freshies coming in, joining our silat familia. we started off with the usual ice breaking games. whacko, reverse whacko, blow wind blow and stuffs. which i had to dangdut as a forfeit. gelek2 aku dibuatnyer. den we showed the freshies some silat basic techniques before heading to play games. and its like so shit. haha. i got my face and half my body covered with flour. and im so soaking wet. but nvm, its part of the fun. i havent had dis much fun though. and i dun think today will be fun without me and haikal.
and to end a tiringly fun day, i want the picturess!

Monday, April 14, 2008, 10:07 PM

its the first day of school! so yayness! but i had no class today. went to school early with haikal to do some gymming. den went to meet my beloved baby ice! it was oni fer a while. so, hell im sure gonna meet u again next time. and this time, longer. haha. school was so fucking packed. even my faaaavourite sandwich shop was packed. and im like soooo looking forward to the sandwiches. humphh.
alawiyah had some accident. pengsan eh? ciaan. so i teman-ed haikal at NUH. i was sooo sleepy that im like nodding here and there when i like terlelap. and so when i reached home i went ZZZZZ.. all the way till now. heee.

since then, since i noe u. since i fell in love with you. u have always, always been the root of my problems. and after we all ended, u still ARE my source of shit problems. i tried to be nice to you, but you cant see me in peace. u have to be the mother fucker u already are. and so now, read my message. fuck off my life. ive deleted your number(s) and trust me, i didnt memorise the latest one. i really really reaaaally hate you.

Sunday, April 13, 2008, 10:51 PM

saturday. went to watch Street Kings, the fucking awesome movie currently. together with haikal, yatPelik, erwin, fiqPikachu, shida and hanis. we watched the 7pm show at marina. and after that we met lila n her oh-so-cute fren aisha. heee. we just chill around marina square. before heading home. malas nk type byk2.
sunday. went out early. to erwin's nephew's bday partyy. den me with yat, win, hanis, lila and shidah head to geylang to see the APM Preview thingy. it was a funny event though. den we head to woodlands and have dinner. and home sweeeet home. bsok skool! jmper baby! yaaay. wahaaa.

i hate u so much now, i would pretend i do not know u if i see ur bitch face outside.

Thursday, April 10, 2008, 10:41 PM

my tricep hurts! and i want a new phone! =(

Sunday, April 6, 2008, 9:45 PM

saturday. zaimi, yatPelik, erwiNato, fiqPikachu and haikalBison went to sentosa. we met around 3pm. and played a lil beach soccer. having fun among ourselves before the school term starts pretty sooon. it rained for a while. and the fun part seriously comes when we bathed at the toilet. haaaa! den we head to vivo. hang around a while. before meeting hanis and ayie at west coast. we played 2 games of midnight bowling. den hanis, yat, zaimi, win and me head to win's crib and watched some dvds. before knocking off. zaimi, ko peh ngorok!! mcm commando pekik pat parade square! pasal kau aku tk tdo nyenyak.
woke up around ten. we watched dvds again. i went to buy some food. around3pm, went home, changed and head to my grands' crib. i reached home about 7pm. and im still sleepy now. penat sihh.

cmon mizie! just start by moving a step closer maan.

Friday, April 4, 2008, 1:45 PM

i found some pretty old pictures. haha. zaman muder2 dulu. btw, the bottom 3 pics are pics from wednesday. cheers!

Thursday, April 3, 2008, 10:19 PM

on monday. i wanted to go shopping. but i seriously need company. luckily ianBerg was free. and both of us went to vivo. bought my stuffs. den yatPelik and aznil joined. we met hanis cos she werked at vivo's Lonsdale. den we head to lucky plaza and played pool. selepas menang yatPelik,me n ian went to far east to grab a bite before heading home. yat, aku menang oi! kau tk bagus lagi ah.
wednesday. morning, met up wit my sweethearts, fiza and hidayah. fiza brought along her bro. we wanted to bowl at warren initially. but sampai sana at 11am. and kakak jambu pat reception was like bowling bukak kol 2pm sayang ooi! kekeke. cair siol aku. hahaha. but we laughed and cabbed to bb csc. and played two games of bowling. all of us were like aku tk tau maen saak. including me. nk step maintain ah. sekali menang duer2 game 224 points. wahahaha.
after that met up yatPelik, fyza and zaidah. and we went karaoke-ing! after that zaidah went home and the 3 of us went to clarke quay. just walked around and chill by the river. it was a lovely atmosphere. laen kali lepak sini, daripada esplanade yg dah penuh dgn budak BUDAK merepek nak mati.
today i felt fucking tired. so sorry hanis, cannot teman u todayy. next time kkk? i met ianBerg and izmirBobby. we went gyming at gombak. nk pi np tapi hujan peh lebat, tk tau nk cukur. and went stwaight home after that. and here i am, blogging. wahaha.

i so cannot push myself to go for eu. you are like so out of my reach.

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Jack, nineteen.
Diploma in Business Studies, Ngee Ann.
I grow older every 18 September, love beach-ing and can't live without kinder buenos.
I'll be a millionaire one day and I'll be driving my own Audi R8.

I party like a rockstar, look like a movie star, play like an all star, fuck like a pornstar.
Baby, I am a Superstar.

♥ Nur Izzah Hazwani Bte Kasmad.
The little angel which God present to me from above; giving me the answer to my clueless life, piece to my missing puzzle and love for my empty heart.
In short,
i love you.

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