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Friday, May 30, 2008, 4:25 PM

this whole week is e-learning week. so i got no school fer the whole week. but i went to school anyway. finish some last minute studying and sutffs. silats on tuesday and wednesday too.

monday. me, win, yat, haikal, ian and alawiyah went to warren gym on monday. we did some 2 hour plus workout. look below for the macam paham gym pictures.haha. till we are so pooped and bloody hungry. we head to bugis then around 4pm. erwin got his piercings he wanted from last year. and we went to marina square. i n win got ourselves a couple of shirts. indra, iqa, zaimi and shikin joined us at esplanade. we just chill around till eleven.
thursday. yat, elfyan, erwin, fadziah and i went cashbox to karaoke. its been long since we sang out loud. haha. we sang for about 4 hours. before having dinner at far east. then fyan win and me head to teck whye. met up with lya and her gerlfrens. we laughed and talked till about 11pm. narrowly missed the last bus home.

common test on saturday. werk on sunday. wad a weekend.

its not going away. my feelings fer eu has not budge at all. when would it stop killing me.

Sunday, May 25, 2008, 8:07 PM

saturdayy. silat frenly at toa payoh west cc. reached around 3pm. went there with haikal and alawiyah. and guess wad. i was allowed to fight. i was like yeaaaaaaaaahhhhhhoooooooo! dah laaaama aku tk fight. naek gian. i was like sooo kekok seyy. its been like 5 months since i sparr. but oh well. fight ajer laah. and thank god. i won. woohoo. my opponent's tore his pants during the match and the whole crowd was like laughing at him. hahaha. pity him.
went to orchard after that. caught up wif yat, fadziah, hanis, erwin and azmel. went for dinner before pool-ing. and as usual yat and erwin lost to me cos they shoot the eight ball into the wrong pocket. and as usual lah, mizie menang dorang cara sakit hati. AHAHHAHA. padan muka korang. then me n erwin lepak-ed till about 2am at bkt batok. ade chix baru werk at m mart dookk. hahhaa. in all, a tiring day indeed.

i wanna make eu mine lah can?

Friday, May 23, 2008, 10:13 AM

projects and school shits has been keeping me busy these days. tuesday. silat as usual. did a lot of quads training. smpai lenguh kaki aku. there's this new silat gerl. as in just joined. her name is shahidah or sth. she's wearing a bn lay sec p.e. shirt. so i asked her. "skola boonlay kan? kenal rumida?" and shes like, "yaah. how do ya noe her?" i just smiled and muttered,"hmm. shes a...erm.. fren of mine." (that gerl was my ex) and then she looked at me with a kind of face only God noes how it looks like and exclaimed," YOU are mizie? aww man." im surprised by her reactions. so i asked how she noe me. and she said," oh i have heard a lot about you. and they aren't positive things." im like ooookaaay. and i swear i never wnna talked to her anymore. buat maalluuu jer.
wednesday. skipped silat. got a dinner session with the HR Business committee members together with Ms Soh and Ms Fong. we went to sakura cuisine at west coast. its a buffet thing. and we're like bashing thru the queues for the foods. sedaaap wooi. some more the teacher treat us. laaaagi sedap, makan free! and im like so full, it fills me up till the next day. nyahaha.
and yeah. saturday. silat frenly at toa payoh west cc. ni kalau aku tk dpt fight jugaak, aku melalak aaah.
happy birthday fyzaaaa! =)

im gonna make u notice me. even if it take years. cos i really am crazy about you. you noe who u are.

Sunday, May 18, 2008, 6:46 PM

saturday. in commenmeration (did i fucking spell it right?) of erwin's belated birthdaay. we went to sentosa to have a day of fun and fun and more FUN! the peeps who make it happen are: haikalBison, yatPelik, elfyan, fiqPikachu, indraSky, ayie, alawiyah, iqaOshin, lya, shida, arina and syazwani with her girlfrenss. we reached about 4pm. being so excited, i start taking out the frisbee and tossed it to fiq. we were on the side of palawan beach where there are rocks and the sea is already the open sea. after just five darn throws, i threw it too hard that the frisbee flew into the open sea. all of us looked in awe as it flew and when it landed on the sea, all sorts of curses reached my ear. nyahahaa.
we played a little rugby, soccer and volleyball. but then it was the fun part when we bathed in the sea. we played carrying each other on the shoulders. and i purposely climbed on ayie. ahaha. dektu dah lah kecik, naek meraaah muker dier. and i was the centre of laughter when i sommersault into the water. i didnt jump further enough and landed kelepek on the wet sand. maaaaluuu siaaa. haha. we stayed till around 8pm, sitting by the beach and talking. gave erwin his belated bday bash right in front of wani's clan. hahaa. and we headed home.

when i was asleep, my eyebrow stud slipped out. and when i woke up in the morning, the hole is shut tight. FUCCCK! waste my moneeeyy siaaa!

i dont know wads the next move. it seems so useless.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008, 4:35 PM

mondaaaay. finished at 1pm. met haikalBison and alawiyah fer a quick bite. before heading to dover to meet tashaaaaa. we went to bugis. and i got my wish. the wish i had since i was 15. i finally, FINALLY pierced my eyebrow. yeaaaah! and it cost a mere 8 bucks. nyahaha. im like so nervous and scared of the pain. sekali not painat at all. as in AT ALL. badan jer besar, tapi penakot. haha.
we then head to marina for pizza. before walking all the way to clarke quay. and sat by the river till about 8 plus. i like watching the scenery there. especially when the bungee goes off. and i sooo want to ride that shit siaa. then we went to tashaa's place at sembawang. till i went home about 1045pm. ngantok giler siaa.
tuesday. got HR bonding day at 4pm. i was the emcee of the event. and wad a success it is! mesti aah. ader mizie and ismail. hahaha. we had so much fun though. hee.

get well soon okay? =)

Sunday, May 11, 2008, 2:19 PM

friday. ended school at 3pm. so i went to warren gym with my brother. we left around 6 plus and met erwin and elfyan. went for dinner at west mall's kfc. as we got nothing to do after that, we saw a couple of guys playing soccer. so we joined. hee. we were so kekok. dah lamer tk maen katerkan. haha.
saturday. played soccer at mount faber safra at 11am with yatPelik, erwiNato, fyan, azmel and haikalBison. we won all the games. against some of erwin's camp mates. and mizie scored with a header kapeeer. fulermaaaak power ah. wahahaha. -_-
at 8pm. got bbdc class. for an hour. before meeting up with my brother, erwin, yat and azmel again. we went to bukit batok cc for dangduttt. woohoo. hahaa. lamer tk gelek. and we went gelek-ing till about 10 plus. we slacked for a while wif fyza joining us.
today is mothers' day! i helped her at the shop in the morning. then me and sister went swensens' to buy her a cake. and emie, my bro at home, cooked mee hailam for us. yummaay! he sure knows how to cook. and i know how to finish it up. ahaha. i love you, mama!
and to my blood brother erwinato. happy birthday bro!

what hurts the most. is being so close and having soo much to say.
but the werds cant come out. cause u still seem soo faar.

Thursday, May 8, 2008, 2:34 PM

i so wanna fucking play for the IVP! im itching to spar! leg, pleasee cure fasst okey?

Tuesday, May 6, 2008, 11:00 PM

got HR congress on monday. at grand copthorne hotel. so the whole business cohort doing HR elective reported there at 6am (pukiwaaak) in formal tees and start werk. we were volunteer student helpers. so we're like ushering the fuck VIPs in the ballroom and have to stand while they give their oh-so-boring speeches.manggkok. i wonder how they pass their presentation in school. i can give a waaaay better presentation siot. anw, we were suppose to be at our designated station at all times. but ismail and me just went out. we wanted to go Great World. ahaha. tapi aru 10am. kedai mane bukak. haa.
school was fun today. went to JP during lunch in ismail's van with haikal. den go class. got released early. so, i video-ed at library aah. hahaa. hobby katerkan. den got silat training. a little physical. run up the stairs and sprinting. bare foot some more. blister lah sey. i like the silat peeps. the batch now is sporting and fun. cheers!

hope eu like it. =)

Sunday, May 4, 2008, 11:54 AM

yesterday. went to marina wif my dudes and dudettes. to watch the great IRON MAN! woohoo~ shiela, hanis, erwiNato, yatPelik, ianBerg and elfyan. and it was yat's birthday. 21st birthday lah sey. haha. ko naseb baek zaimi accident. lau tak, kau yg accident. so we reached marina around 4pm. but the show is at 620pm. so we went round and round marina. and cos its yat's bdae, we drank to toast! yeah! padahal yg minum 2 org jer. haha. den yat got his bdae bash. in the toilet. he was pissing when all of us attacked. hahah. then we went for a bite at long john. and head for the movie. our seats are like 2nd row from the front on the right side. so
all of us were like tilting to one side. lepas wayang, sumer kepala senget sebelah.
after the movie, we wanted to chill around some place. went to esplanade. tapi malangnya, sungguh ramai budak2 merepek. we just walked all the way to clarke quay. and sat by the river. we just have fun talking craps and playing games. haha. before heading home aroound 11pm.
to yatPelik. happy birthday bro!

yeaaah! when i receive her msg im like. yaaahooo! =)

Thursday, May 1, 2008, 11:32 AM

wednesday. went to school at 11am. cos i slept quite late the day before. then after class at 1pm. went to marina square with ismail on his bike. he was looking for an mp3. and i was looking for something special. hee. i bought my stuff. then we head to funan. only to find nothing there before we go to queensway. ismail bought a bag. and i fell in love with a crumpler bag which cos only $70. fuck. damn i got not enuff money then. we headed back to school and went for the HR meeting. before i found out yat and azmel are at cosway point. is tompang-ed me all the way there.

met erwin at yishun cos we gona play soccer there. with yat, azmel and a few others. my knee is improving. so far no signs of cracking again. thank god. i hope it will heal so soon, i can start sparring again.
she's not showing any good signs. maybe i should forget about it altogether.

got some edited pics. so got nth to do. post them lah. hee.

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Jack, nineteen.
Diploma in Business Studies, Ngee Ann.
I grow older every 18 September, love beach-ing and can't live without kinder buenos.
I'll be a millionaire one day and I'll be driving my own Audi R8.

I party like a rockstar, look like a movie star, play like an all star, fuck like a pornstar.
Baby, I am a Superstar.

♥ Nur Izzah Hazwani Bte Kasmad.
The little angel which God present to me from above; giving me the answer to my clueless life, piece to my missing puzzle and love for my empty heart.
In short,
i love you.

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