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Friday, August 29, 2008, 1:43 AM

its already friday, 1.43am. i just finished watching both national treasure 1 &2. and i still couldnot sleep. here's wad been happening.
monday to wednesday. HR chalet! the entire HR cohort was down fer the barbeque on tuesday. though only about ten of us stayed. monday was practically just us ten having fun; playing card games and we watched Death Race at the downtown theatre. damn it was good. super good. the peeps complained that they cant sleep. due to my snoring. hahaha! where got loud? i didnt even hear my snore siaa. haha. lame.
tuesday we went bowling. and sorry guys, for i have outclassed u all so badly u guys didnt wanna play the second game. wahahahaha. we barbequed from 6pm and it lasted till 10pm. some of em stayed and we played lots of games. and it was helluva fun time. pictures will be uploaded soon.
wednesday. i went back home from the chalet and reached about 12pm. i dozed off the moment i hit my bed till about 4pm. (i got a new bed btw. haha.) and went to silat training. it will be my last training till hari raya cos i aint got time to go for training during ramadan. bz wit the bazaar. we did a lot of kickings. and thats where i noticed that my ligament is sloooowlyyyy improving. not that it had cured, in fact it cant be cured. but the calf and thigh muscles are covering it up.
thursday. did house werks and babysit my sis at home. im planning to settle the miscelleneous stuffs fer the bazaar anyway at home. went to mum shop fer a while b4 fetching ayuni from skool. met haikalBison, erwiNato, fiqPikachu, ianBerg, hanis and alawiyah at hyper. we discussed their work schedule fer the bazaar. headed home at about 11pm. tmr, im going gym in the morning. before going to meet lynnbabyyyy! hahaa. we havent met fer so looong.

the harder i tried to forget u, the harder i cant forget u.
i missed ur frequent sms-es.
and how i will jump up my seat just getting ur msg.
but it dont happen anymore.
good luck to eu.
and him.

i realised. life's a bitch.

Saturday, August 23, 2008, 10:07 PM

friday. didnt go out the whole day except fer the evening. went soccer-ing with my homies at a street soccer court near bukit batok. it was wet cos of the afternoon rain. and very lecak siaak. but we carried on anyway. its not often that all of us are present to play together. we slipped and fall but still, we had a lot of funn. we chill till about 11pm when the boys head home, leaving me n erwinato under the block, lazy to move about. we lepak-ed till about 330am. and i cant sleep till about 6am. maaan. im sure having these sleeping disorders.
saturday. i slept like 3 quarters of the day. i woke up at 1pm. den breakfast and fetch my sister about 4pm. b4 sleeping till 730pm. hahaha! its a saturday and i spend my time sleeping at home. wahahaha. i went to the kenduri under my block. met some old frens. i found out that. i still look good in a baju kurung seey. wahahah! lame.
i dunno why ehh. but i missed hanis and leila. i mean these two are my good gerl frens. or maybe hanis is more of a sayaaaang to me. nyahaha. aku miss koraaang.

Thursday, August 21, 2008, 5:19 PM

exams are finaaaaallyyy overrr!

like omg. after hours of mugging and sleepless nights, this fucked up exam days are overr. but its not that bad. i am only scared of the compensation management paper. the rest were easy. ok maybe easy is a heavy werd. but the papers are managable. i told eu. im the king of last minute studies. wahahaha. i didnt blog cos i dont have time. and anyway i didnt have much to blog. imagine my week. staying at home studying till 11pm, went out to lepak wit erwin for a while, before going home to study, get my 2 hours sleep, and go to skool fer my paper around 7 plus. omg. wad a life. i miss soccer, clubs, gym and even silat. but hey, wad choice do i have?

just to vent out my anger, i hate driving thories. fuck. i failed my final theory evaluation fer like 3 times. and it took me 3 times to clear my basic theory. bila nak bawak m6 agaknyer eh?

hais. wadever u say. i just dunno wad to do anymore. just let it go wif the flow. i couldnt care more. cos the more i care, the more i get hurt, the more i get played.

Friday, August 15, 2008, 11:31 PM

and these are the few pictures we took on national day's east coast outing.

, 9:07 PM

tuesday. nothing much happens. ianBerg and i went to woodlands, jurong west, gombak and geylang to check out the bazaar ramadhan stuffs. before meeting izmirBobby and yayat at night. we talked and played cards a lot and left for home about 4am. haha! it was that late.
wednesday. i usually looked forward to wednesdays. as on wednesdays, i get to see you. hilangkan raser rindu lah katerkan. but since its the exam period, theres no getting to see you. and trust me. though we hardly talked, i missed eu. staring at ur mesmerising eyes when u didnt notice me noticing eu. but oh well. guess i need to tahan lah. that evening, met haikalBison, izmirBobby, ianBerg, erwiNato, fiqPikachu and yayat along with two new gal frens, diyana and nadiah. we lepak-ed at bukit batok and played truth or dare, kings' game and buaya biawak. well we get to do stupid stuffs like grinding with our fellow frens and kissing guy-to-guy. maaaan. i would love to forget that experience but its fun though.
friday. FINALLY! international business is done over with. i studied like a maniac fer this paper. im so so scared of it. its like the hardest module to me; having case studies and stuffs. but it comes wif a catch. the moment i read the exam paper given to me in that cold air conditioned room, i caught a fever. damn. my forehead is like burning hot and my head becomes heavy. i was feeling soo fucked up that i cant think properly. but i just wrote down werds on my answer sheet. i hate that feeling the most. tears ran out of my eyes and i began to feel so hot. i finished the paper earlier and ran to the toilet. i vomitted and stumbled home. i found out i was on 39.2 degrees. thats bad. damnnn. i still got 3 more papers siaaa.
i got a stall at gombak. so to my frens, during ramdan, datanglah kdai mizie di bukit gombak yer. ader bermacam aneka makanan yg boleh digunakan untuk santapan buka puasa. ader epok-epok sengeeet, burger ketagih dan goreng pisang thailand dan mcm2 lagi laaah. lagi2 yg jualan abang2 hensem. so rugi lau tk dtg. nyahahaha.

i dont know. but i got a feeling tht the way u treat me now is just temporary. i dont wanna be hurt again. hurt is a better word rather than disappointed when u answer my question that time.

since i got nothing to do, i post my blood brothers photos! hehe.

izmirBobby

erwiNato

fiqPikachu

haikalBison

ianBerg

yatPelik

yayat

emie, my real sibling

Monday, August 11, 2008, 7:59 PM

module name: international business

9 topics to study

this coming friday

i hate this module. its so bloody loooong when it comes to case study. and i absolutely has no interest in this module. i mean, wad the heck. its got more complicated werds than thai letters. anyway, sunday. met zaimi around 11pm. and we went to starbucks to meet haikal and imran. we went riding. i pillianed on zaimi's super fast rxz. but at geylang, his clutch just broke. and so we had to call a tow truck. it was about 4am. so i had to leave wit haikal first.

monday. went to the skool library. to return some books and revise some werk. i cant study at home lah. its too distracting. but i got bored so i watched a dvd there too. mum n dad didnt werk. so i went home early to have dinner tgeder. awww, anak tercontoh lah kan? and im back to mugging.

anywayy, fer the month of ramadhan, im opening a stall at the geylang bazaar. anybody wanna earn cash werking fer me? =)

i ever told myself to forget you.

that when i forgot about you, i will be happier.

but then i realise.

i need you to be happy.

Sunday, August 10, 2008, 1:08 AM

6am on 9th august 2008. that was the time i fell asleep on tht night. i donnoe why i really really realliiiie couldnt sleep. maybe it was due to thinking too much. about my life. my future. my career. and where i am now to my dreams. i certainly dont look like one who thinks about this kinda stuff but i do. and i woke up at bloody 8am to help my mum at her stall. went home at 1pm and at 3pm, i was off to east coast park. with erwinato, fiqPikachu, yatPelik, izmirBobby, ianBerg, yayat, ayie, hanis, seri and ina. the moment we arrived, we set up the tent and immediately, it rained heavily. so we ran into the tent and sat in it waiting fer the rain to stop. we played poker while getting partially wet in the tent cos there are some holes in the tent. nyahaha. but then it stopped. and we ran straight into the sea. mane tak bertambah demam. we get out of the sea at around 730pm. den we bathed and barbecued! oh erwin's family was there, so they gave us the foods and we bbq-ed! it was damn funn. we played raya songs in the background. tangkap feel raya laah kan. nyahaha. and the food we bbq-ed were oh-so-fcking-deliciousss! sedaaap seyy. hehe. but all the fun ends at 11pm. i had to go home cos of werk tmr. and so does some of us. so i can call it a HAPPY national day for me.
pictures will be uploaded soon.

if its me u're referring to, then yes.
i am still who i am and my feelings fer eu havent changed.
not one bit.
cos to me, ure more than special.

Thursday, August 7, 2008, 10:40 PM

come to think of it. yesterday night. slept at 4am. was having fever. but i mugged on my t&d notes all night. and todaay. i woke up at 8am. and mugged again. my god. how did i find the strenght to do the hardest ever work? which is getting up from my oh-so-comfortable-though-rundown-bed. katil aku dah belah dua akibat aku buat somersault di situ.
went to skool for my exam at 2pm. and it was a breeeze! jyeah JYEAH! i was laughing my sick head off. then it rained heavily. so i met haikalBison and wathced Hard Target at the library. slept hafway thru though. haha. went to bukit batok and met zaimi, izmirBobby, ianBerg, alawiyah and haikalBison. macam2 nickname eh kte? hehe. we planned fer this saturday and also talked about our motorbikes and upcoming cars. aku nye upcoming mazda 6 ooi! and i ran home around 10pm with rain drops on my head. makin demaaam.
i just realised. this year is gonna be the first year i got no couple. haha. couple dengan ianBerg laah.

aku nak pergi dbl o!

Wednesday, August 6, 2008, 11:18 PM

studied from 11am for t&d exam tmr. but fell asleep on my laptop. air liur basi sak pat keyboard. hehe. i went for silat training. played truth or dare after that. midzi was fucking funny. he ran around shouting help help! thanks to me. nyahaha. anyway, i aint in the mood to blog.

AKU DEMAAAAAM!

, 12:36 AM

mondaaay. went to skool to study wif sherlyn till about 3pm. then went to meet lyndaaaaa! hehehe. met her outside clementi ite. den we went to vivo to watch the mummmmmyyy! gereeek per. fooh sengeeet. hehehe. after the movie we just chill together at vivo rooftop. went home about 10pm.
tuesday. accompanied erwinato to tan tock seng with ianBerg and liz. we had fun just being together doing stupid stuffs. den we went no ngee ann. ianBerg joined the training. he was sooo funny when kicking. macam muay thai sey! hahaha. we met zaimi at bukit batok around 9pm and had dinner tgederr. we lepak lepak lepaaaaak till around 12am.
to hate taggers. aku sunggguh malas nak layan karenah kental kamu. jatuhkan reputasi blog hamba ajer taaau. if u hate me, tell me straight okie? i dont give a shit anyway. nyahahaha.

good luck to eu okie?
=)

Sunday, August 3, 2008, 9:49 PM

saturday. celebrated my sis belated bday. we had two swensens cake, pizzas and garlic breads. yummm! garlic breads! i just love em. haha. then around 7pm, met zaimi, shikin, erwinato, yatPelik and ianBerg at city hall. went there wit my brother. but the place got so boringg that we headed to town. went to far east before chilling at starbucks where haikal werked. dpt air free lah kan. hahaha. just spending my day wit em is cool enough. we talked about everything under the sun. work, life, career, studies, NS and not forgetting the all around impossible subject, girls.
reached home late. cos erwin, emie and i sparred a little under the block. da lama tk sparring2 nie. haha.
sundaay. after helping at mum's stall, slept the whole afternoon. went jogging with emie at night. emie is my brother btw. haha. we skipped again. aku maseh kekok pat skipping saak. reached home around 920pm. and here i am blogging. hehe.
and to brudder2 aku, national day pegi east coast!

the last time i ever fell in love was 4 years ago.
i meant deep love.
and now, its happening again.

Friday, August 1, 2008, 8:11 PM

i didnt have much to talk about lately. nothing unusual happened. but oh well. a blog is a blog. haha.
wednesday. went to silat training as usual. did runnings and sprintings. i begin to enjoy these kinda runnings which used to be torture to me. hehe. but tts all fer wednesday.
thurdsay. wad a night. i wanted to let go of all the projects stress. and it happened. haha. erwinato, hanis, elle, saiful and i. we went dbl o. we enjoyed ourselves. i believed we did. ahah. went home around 730am. we just hung around tht night. and when i woke up on 11am friday morning, i was so god darn sleepy, i slept in the bus standing on my way to skool. haha. oh well. tts about my 3 days this week. and oh, to my sister tht i loved the most in the world, happy 11th birthday nur ayuni atiqah!

i get the message.
i dont stand a chance ryte?
okay then.

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Smiling is the first step to a little charm.

Jack, nineteen.
Diploma in Business Studies, Ngee Ann.
I grow older every 18 September, love beach-ing and can't live without kinder buenos.
I'll be a millionaire one day and I'll be driving my own Audi R8.

I party like a rockstar, look like a movie star, play like an all star, fuck like a pornstar.
Baby, I am a Superstar.

♥ Nur Izzah Hazwani Bte Kasmad.
The little angel which God present to me from above; giving me the answer to my clueless life, piece to my missing puzzle and love for my empty heart.
In short,
i love you.

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